Sleepy Ted.
Me on most days.
I've quitted schooling @MDIS since 1 week+ back.
Filled in the change of student's status form - withdrawal from course already,
and one of the staff told me its not official yet cus theres still some process to go thru'
and I even have to go to an interview conducted by them before officially quitting.
He told me they'd call me on the following Monday but
up till now they've STILL not called me back at all -_-
But whatever, anyways I told him very clearly that my decision is made up because
on that day that I filled in and submitted the form on the spot, it was the due date for
the second payment for the remaining 4 months of the course which is 2k+
Even my parents told me to quit school and
start looking for a job or something few months back.
Ikr, I feel so embarrassed about myself.
Say want to study and at least get a diploma cert also me,
end up attending lectures late for an hour or two,
skipping lectures and examinations also me, say want to quit school also me -_-
So Hajar suggested using my N' level cert to get into
a higher nitec course @ITE next year which means I've to apply for it by this year......
At least then I'll get a higher nitec cert right?
I thought it sounded good, until I realized it was back to schooling - waking up early,
travelling to and fro which means I have to bear those peak hour bus rides, studying,
examinations, long school hours, meeting new people and
having to socialize again and such....... Totally stripped of freedom.
Oh god I get frightened just by having those thoughts. :-(
I am currently satisfied with what I have now and who I have around me
so I really dread meeting new people again. I feel so uneasy being around strangers.
Yes I am lazy as fuck and all I only know is to idle around everyday,
having no complete idea what the fuck I wanna do with my life.
