Saturday, October 06, 2012

Getting really very annoyed by the fact that you can't even remember really simple things.
Today I can remind you about something, but the very next day
it'll be clean erased from your memory again.
Today you promise me something, and guess what happens next? Ya you should know la.
And the worst thing is you can't even remember what you yourself said.
Seriously have no idea what the fuck is going on in your mind
and I'm pretty sick and tired of this.
Don't promise or even say something if you can't even fulfill or do it.
Don't, it'll just fucking raise my hopes up high
but all I get back is disappointment again and again.
Fucking annoying this kind of feeling you know? Bet you don't.
Because you are self-centered. You only think about yourself and live for yourself.
You never think about others and their feelings. Never ever.
Maybe for your friends' but never mine.
Really really really really REALLY fucking sick and tired of all these shit la.
All you ever know is say I'm a nuisance and all,
why not use your god-damned brain and stop to think for a moment
about why the fuck am I being so mad at you about these little or big things?
For what fuck I go and care so much when I can just ignore and
pretend like nothing happened right, spoiling my mood and making me
feel like one angsty bitch all the fucking time.
I just hope you fucking hell jolly well go and reflect on yourself.